I'm fit to be in a mood.
It's been a while since I've felt like this and I am not handling it well. I feel like a stupid girl. Like I need to watch my back... like at any moment, he could come around and hear me talking about him. It's a sad sad situation, and I'll tell you why... because I've been in this situation before, I liked a guy, he didn't like me, and I should've known that, but I didn't... I kept thinking it would just happen. I'm not allowing something for myself, that I want so bad it hurts, but I'm not willing to go after it... does that even make sense??? it's like anorexia, of the heart...
The question I want an answer to is does he feel the same? goodness! I'm done thinking about this right now.
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