Confundus!

Dear you,

You have me confused beyond belief. What's funny is that you've seemed to confused not only me and my head and my heart, but everyone around us too. We're not together, we both know that. As far as I know we're friends, but you and me get together and this bubble appears around us, and it's just us, and we're talking and laughing and having fun, and there's no one else there. How is it that I can feel like this and know that you're not thinking what I'm hoping you're thinking. He told you a few months ago that I like you. Maybe you can't make up your mind, maybe you think you don't have the time... I feel like an idiot for wanting you. For feeling like I've been told to wait for you till you figure out your issues and what it is you really want, but everytime I'm with you I don't want to wait anymore. I'm sick of getting asked what's going on between us. I'm sick of hearing people say we're acting like we're married. I'm sick of you dancing with me like that if you don't mean it that way. I'm sick of lighting up inside when you're around. I'm sick of not being noticed. I'm a girl who deserves a man who will notice her, and if you don't notice me, you're not only blind but stupid too, because you don't see what anyone else sees, that you're the only one who makes me smile like that, or laugh that much or get that glow in my eyes, and when you dissappear so fast like that, so do all those things. I know you're not perfect... I know you're human, but if it's not what you know I want it to be, then tell me so I'm not freaking out all the time after you leave, because I know I want you, and I'm waiting for you to want me to, but if you're never going to want me then I'm just sitting here, waiting here, wishing here and wasting my time... precious time, time that you don't deserve.

Love, Me.